It should be no surprise to my loyal fans... er... friends and readers that I go to church nearly every Sunday. One of the things I've struggled with, really for quite some time, is staying mentally present during worship. Some people are distracted by people whispering nearby - an inappropriate thing to be doing in church, but people do and what then? Others are distracted by the noise small children make (in our church it's referred to with a chuckle as "Holy Noise.") And for yet another group, it is just the long to-do list awaiting them at home. The point is, we all deal with distracting thoughts in church.
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| It doesn't happen often, but when it does, it can be a problem! |
These past few weeks I've been really paying attention to where my mind has been during prayers. The church we attend is pretty small. Many of the women wear ankle-length skirts, especially the married or older women. About half of the women choose to wear a headscarf and cover their hair. I don't and have never felt pressured to but some do and that's their thing.
Some of the younger girls, who are still in high school, about the enter their college years, however, push the envelope. And my mind has strayed to meow-meow thoughts about their choices:
That skirt is a little short, don'cha think? Meow.
Don't bend forward too far, Honey, you show a little too much that way. Mrreow.
Yikes! Polka dots and stripes... Really?! Mrrreow!
Ahem... You get the idea. Does all this make me a bad person? Well, hopefully not
bad, but it does certainly put a spotlight on a weak spot!
